I dont love you like i did yesterday...cause i love you more!

I cover up myself with all those books...
I locked myself alone in my bedroom...
I stayed myself in the darkness...
Which....I never try before....

Try to stop my tears...
so many times....
But times go on backword...
All i see was you...
Our days..
Our memories....
Maybe is too late for me to tell...
But is hard to keeping it in my hearts from days to days...
I thought i'll be better...
But everytime i close up my eyes....
You are the one i see....
The first thing i think when i wake up...

Seriously...
I am tired!!!!!
Try so hard to forse myself not thinking of you even a moment....
But i failed everytime.....
Pls let me be free....
I'm sick of all of this....
But......
I LOVE YOU MORE!!!!!!!!!!